~Somebody Else

Now the hardest truth I need to convince myself

Not in the slightest way you cared

Beside the unconscious broken child you carry

All of it was nothing to you

So I know I told all those stuff

Protecting myself knowing the worst was on its way

The only regret I have is

Laughing the façade away

That night

Neither felt genuine

Neither felt us

And you made me want to skip the commodities

I regret showing up that night

Thanking the crowd that has congested my way

I wish I had sprained an ankle and never made it there

Now I realise finally, with my eyes canever as wide

You never cared

And in the end somebody else, from you, have saved

And taught me I should never picture myself with you but Somebody Else