Venom.

Ritualistic desires we all have

Darkness in the light

Ephemeral shadows

Showing

Lining somewhere in between

Looking for the unfound balance

Catalyzing our used-to-have

In the alteration process towards our entity

We love what we murder

Self-satisfied creatures we all are

Blinding lightness

More of us takes a step to unchoose

Anchoring their heel

To an unfound island

Once existed

or never was

Wondrousness

Promised ourselves

Best we deserved

the best we should have got

No

Our existence was the solemn reason we should have it all right

Ancient ashes

The ones we lost towards this venom

Disagreed

Venom

Would that be the right words

Right word for diffusion

Would my between diffuse under the shades of venom

Is this what we supposedly are

The Venom

Ancestors said

Right when you fed the wrong dog

You surrender

Surrender to something unloyal

Without further joy

Say I do

The ancient continue

At first

It'll do wonders

You'll be filled with joy before your soul fades into an unexistential phase

For a few seconds you'll think

This

This was what you're looking for

Infinite happiness it was

And what a fool were you to not have tasted it sooner

Venom

The ancient went on

It works slowly

Like a snail

However when it reaches the right point

A vector of zero you may call it

When it gains enough speed

Demolishing your entirety inside

It blooms you further away

At that moment

You feel the initial pain

Pain you were looking for

Venom of your truth

Venom of the promise you were given

Solely by & for you

You did this to you

Venom was the tool you chose

Chose to fasten the process

Process of de-creation

Crystallization

You crystallize your entity and become what you once were

Nothing

Until nature

It turned you into

Something

Maybe something more

And yet you were ravenous towards one promise

Wanted to lucid

Lucid as the dreams you should have been able to control

It's the venom

You're to be fading

Irreversible this is

The Ancient split your final lines

Luscious you were

Always wanted more than you could ever get

And the promise

Promise of the venom

Gave you the life

The life you were ravening

Scandalously accurate

A conscious death

A conscious death of thy entity

No more façades

By then the venom should have taken what you refused to find

You were a little more than too late

To bid your farewell

Farewell of venom intensified

And there were

The empty space you left the place behind

An unlived life

&

The promise of venom.