the song tells me:

if it's right.. then why do I feel this way.. frustrated.. in paralysis.. two cups of tea sitting in front of me.. one halved and the other untouched.. the answers I'm looking for are not out there.. cannot be answered by the ordinariness.. as I'm listening to music.. spatial surroundings entice again. complexity pulls me.. planted in me.. wants me.. the most of me.. some things are too confusing.. some things leave you to rotstun.

i don't know the perfect gradient to bungee.. sometimes everything around gets just too blurry.. in most cases what kills me.. heals me.. so the way out becomes the way in.. darkness as the light.. it takes me a while to calm down.. there are too many knots. intertwined for life.. i don't know the best way to shout loud.. raised with enduriscance.. contrasting the opposing simplisive.. the song tells me: change is go--a c--e