Strangerhood
- Ceyda Güzelsevdi
- Mar 23, 2022
- 2 min read
a place in between
here or there
no reasons here to make me stay
i meet strangers
confusions and curiosity embracing their mind like white matter
they tell me the stories of their own strangerhood
i feel immersed in their stories
forget that i author one on my ow
forget to step down
let them take as many steps
my mind finds thrill in the adventure that is new
thrives on unheard linkages
sometimes i wonder if it is possible to study such a thing
then i remember, maybe this is too
a phase
one
unlike the other
i listen the piano tingling
lingering the rhythm of my thoughts
encouraging me to slowness in an entity of empty everythingness
hi stranger
i've never sit at that table before
if you are coming from far
but too far
please take a seat
before you there is a scrapbook
she harmonizes
so i was in my refractory period
before it fired up once more
she sits next to me
started asking all sorts of questions
but she was looking for a validation
validation of the pull she felt
and then she couldn't hold back
opened up as she blossomed
she was strong like the chords of a violin
and she told me
the story of her strength
and then there i was
a new day looking for a souvenir
she was a strong woman
an entrepreneur
a mother even of a troubled troubled girl
i listened as i grieved in her hope
i hope now they both are feeling better
and there was this analyst
a human decoder
i promised her i would return
somehow i couldn't
and life went on
an oxymoron
but she was one of the dark ones
life opened her early, eyes
i remember looking around
searching a different meaning below each surface
a unique ornament
reasons that she would choose to hide
in a wink
i've built my own puzzle
a haunting house
i let it haunt me as I floated o its mystery
it was raining a lot that day
and i was once again a stranger
in those streets I walked down a thousand times
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