Stone.

I feel attacked

the similarity

insignificance

whether the new picture is too painful to look at

or my reflection has changed

both cases

I'm stuck

the essence of I is different

yet still unseen

the thing I see is too painful to know

would I wish to never know

I've been avoiding the hurt

with various forms of denials

maybe I was wrong to begin with

or my reflection changed more than much

I've been transforming

like a caterpillar

the moment I think I see my wings

the realization comes within

I still walk slowly

& unable to fly

how do I fix this

how do I un-know

were this the part they were going to play

is it over

how can I go on

hiding & not showing my momentum

what if they really have become the symbols

of all I stood against

is it possible for me to un-realize

can I take it all back

it's too painful to look at

not say anything to move on

maybe the similarity was never there

making they one of them

was I blinded with love

with loyalty

to not realize

how couldn't I put the pieces true

my truth is destroyed

so are you

how do I hear your words once more

knowing the lie

might I have created that on my own

blinded with certain love

I want them outside

myself far more than enough

it was all inscribed

I was just too blind

too blind to see

too blind to love

too eager to be understood

sense my world

I'm corrupted again

the stones came through from where I less expected

I couldn't duck

& I couldn't run away

I saw the whole truth

shrieking at my face

now I need protection

I lost the significance

& my trust is holding onto the roof

trying

trying to un-fall

I don't want to hear another word

I saw too much

without no more lies left

I gather myself to sink