rusce.

Is it possible 2 curse words

I want to curse a composition

One day

I'm cursing it for carrying the wrong meaning

I'm cursing it for transporting & freezing my mind in time

I'm cursing it because it gave me the probability of a possibility

made me depend

i was damn scared

none of it mattered

one day took me away

brought me back to the real world

empty and drained

i had goosebumps all over my skin

seamlessly following the foggy road it led me

distorted my cognition as I let the wind blew

i was lost psi

and you were nowhere to be found

found myself in this maze

as if it never was meant to end

i convinced myself it had an ending

you told me it hadn't begun

in the middle

was searching

i let go of your hand

as if I held it thousandly

gently waited for the plan you had for me

little i did know

dreamed day and night

frozen in a single moment

you've demented the way I perceive time

now I wander

around the trees I wonder

why the skins

up on my fingertips

nothinglessly

in silence

looking at the stars

dreaming of our dream with a fiend

the meaninglessness drains you entity

i stay silent and smile at the unknowerninty

listening my computer

it's trying to talk to me

as I contemplate the emptiness inside me