Replica: strange edt.

Never thought this would be a replica

I was grown

Now the interesting part is we had that conversation

The one I never got to have from the realowner of the lines

Now I have to stand up on my own and survive somehow

Break the roots in some way

I am hurting because you are still there

Used to think that sight would fix everything

and in my neverland it did

for a while

by the by consuming me intrinsically

yet you are there

placed your barricades and all I see is a tin soldier before

I thought if I said it aloud

it would come true

now I'm here standing

trying the collect the pieces that fell aside

I fell aside

and everything me is everything new

found myself in an enigma

this time I feel paralyzed

I said it all yet still lost

my mind doesn't let me treat you like an ordinary venom

you keep acting like one

contagious

I wish I could save you from you

I wish I could stay there longer

But I got to get lost in the dark and clean all the pieces you left in me

yet you still are blind with the sight

one of the wishers you are

closing your eyes and looking away

hoping one day it will get better

all that makes me feel is surreal

the fact that this is another exorcism hurts

because I know a part of you is holding on

stakes are higher for me and your ignorance in disguise

disgusts and lets it all diffuse

now I know it's not about you

it's about what's inside and you

you are a stranger there

and that is the stranger I met

has the outlook of you

yet

is nothing like you

and I hold on to that stranger

as it holds on to mine

and you chained that beauty

somehow knowing it would break your illusion into 2

and find its way to a place

one that is both stranger and known

and all this time

now I know that's the stranger I saw in you

Dear stranger

I know it's chaotic, and you are afraid, but I see you.

And somehow we are to make it alright

I don't know the how just yet