instead we froze ourselves in time.

I'm not angry at you anymore

It's the best case that we met when I was home

I should stop derogating the beauty of those moments now

I loved every second of it with you

And no matter what I say

I loved figuring it out with you even if it was for the time being

We were in that time

Some part of it are frozen in my mind

And I know you left as it is on purpose

Just like the way you kissed me and whispered in final

I should stop trying to find your flaws

those calls and the way you reported to me

and how even more complex in life you were

crazy things V

I don't know if I'll see you again

but now I know what you mean

because I want what you once told me you did

a piece of me will be playing around our giggles

your purposeful mispronunciations

I miss the way you look at me

Here no one even knows me

See Sherlock Holmes said hide something in the light

That way no one will see

No one sees me here

That's why I'm safe no matter how I leave myself naked

No one will see me as I'm seen when I'm home

No one will understand my darkness as you instantaneously did

because here's never been home

maybe someday when I'm home we'll sing after we swing

we'll go to a museum

an art gallery

or an underground concert like I always wanted

maybe we'll build a band and keep being strangers

I love that I have frozen you in time

my mind now has fractions of you

how we ran out of time too soon upon the wait

how you were strict and never had alcohol

how of every line you had

you had a zillioneans

how I was impatient and still would be

how I remember going there

but lost the memory of us walking back

just the interesting detail I think we were holding hands

for the first time I was intimidated

what a strange feeling I thought

that's how it should be like being an outsider nearby my window

I would be less distant and kiss you on the way back

unscared to get close to you

but our brains kept us in a distance

and I remember we even had an argument right there

my synesthesia and the reality

I don't even remember how we got there

maybe we were both too scared and tried to sabotage something beautiful

I remember what pulled me into you were your questions

I was into your curiosity into my depth

no one asked me questions in so long

and I despised small talk

we connected around my answers

you knew too much and disclosed less

attempting to make me think it was more

I'm fascinated by your brain V

maybe this piece was to finally make peace with the idea I have of you

I admit I missed you

I've been missing our whether unfound or unlost chemistry

right now I'm in that moment

where we said our goodbyes

kissing breaking apart kissing the cycle goes on and we can't let go

one of us check the time every now and then

having places to be and a reality to get back to

I'm swinging with you one last time

you're singing

we're talking about how it's gonna be when I return

you're asking me who I missed more

my confusion followed by realization

telling you out in the open I never felt home

revolving back

one last pretzel before the ride begins

something cinnamon

tastes delicious

we split some of them as if it's a tuesday

it always feels like as if you were there

we share a part of our past

you and I

alienated and different

both equally determined

equally stubborn and yet analytic

humanisers

stormborns

i really am when I'm with you there

because now I know what I've been missing

i can derogate and drive myself all I want

and it's right in front of me

now I know why the more I never wanted to let go

I had found someone

Just as crazy as I am

Crazily complicated

A reflection from who knows which axis in which dimension

But you are

and all i wanted was for you to employ more space

instead we froze ourselves in time.