ikwmi. fast present.
- Ceyda Güzelsevdi
- Mar 26, 2022
- 2 min read
so I keep on packing
i let a beam of light into my bag
to keep me afloat if i feel like i'm falling
down into a black hole
i'll hold on & open my wings
they've grown
i'll fly out the gravitation
freeze the time somewhere in between
it will be so slow
And i
fast present
i think about our train rides as i pack
thinking what haven't i brought here
the predispositions
i'm leaving them behind & flying
into my freedom
into the dream i always dreamed
no traffic & where i'm packing for
time is meaningful as life
so i take a deep breath
i let the sunlight slide into my throat
i'll let it enlighten me as i sing
it'll sing wisdom vomiting rainbows
i close my eyes and begin counting
the days i have here are numbered
i'm nervous but impatient to open my wings
the fear of inaction is worse
every now & then i recall
the memories of the wise mountain
recall the beauty it has given me
my lungs fill with gratitude
i don't want to let the sun go
warmth of my skin is just the right craze
& i'm packing
bringing this craze wherever i go
i walk in & out of the main door
iibar
wondering how this would make you feel
kiy
i'm not afraid of the distances anymore
iaysc
next to a thousand things I've witnessed
as you journed by me
gtiwtsty
gazillion stares like a glass
you effortlessly saw through
will you know when you read this
iaay
wysyfme
somewhere behind the ruthless critic
I believe in you so deep
let the voices pass by
i do too
& wkwigt
i've started packing
the route mirrors the complexity we share as the shameless neurons do
eventually, huh
bfftcftl
i know i've been ruthless
my excuse is how a coal takes its time
meanwhile speak your mind out through songs
it's like every time you get back
there is this new dimension of you
and every time you're there
i realise it's far too late to beware
it's an uncontinued story
bir.
iiy
ikwmi.
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