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ikwmi. fast present.

  • Writer: Ceyda Güzelsevdi
    Ceyda Güzelsevdi
  • Mar 26, 2022
  • 2 min read

so I keep on packing

i let a beam of light into my bag

to keep me afloat if i feel like i'm falling

down into a black hole

i'll hold on & open my wings

they've grown



i'll fly out the gravitation

freeze the time somewhere in between

it will be so slow

And i

fast present



i think about our train rides as i pack

thinking what haven't i brought here

the predispositions

i'm leaving them behind & flying

into my freedom

into the dream i always dreamed

no traffic & where i'm packing for

time is meaningful as life



so i take a deep breath

i let the sunlight slide into my throat

i'll let it enlighten me as i sing

it'll sing wisdom vomiting rainbows



i close my eyes and begin counting

the days i have here are numbered

i'm nervous but impatient to open my wings

the fear of inaction is worse



every now & then i recall

the memories of the wise mountain

recall the beauty it has given me

my lungs fill with gratitude

i don't want to let the sun go

warmth of my skin is just the right craze



& i'm packing

bringing this craze wherever i go

i walk in & out of the main door

iibar

wondering how this would make you feel

kiy

i'm not afraid of the distances anymore

iaysc

next to a thousand things I've witnessed

as you journed by me




gtiwtsty

gazillion stares like a glass

you effortlessly saw through

will you know when you read this

iaay



wysyfme

somewhere behind the ruthless critic

I believe in you so deep



let the voices pass by

i do too

& wkwigt

i've started packing

the route mirrors the complexity we share as the shameless neurons do

eventually, huh



bfftcftl

i know i've been ruthless

my excuse is how a coal takes its time

meanwhile speak your mind out through songs

it's like every time you get back

there is this new dimension of you



and every time you're there

i realise it's far too late to beware



it's an uncontinued story

bir.

iiy

ikwmi.




 
 
 

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