I saw you.

Lose yourself in my collar bones

Lose me with your touch

Words are words

A victory may mean a defeat

We are the ones to merge them with meaning

all semantics

knowledge is gain

Let me lose my fingertips in your hair

my light golden boy

Eyes carry a piece of emerald

just like mine do

maybe we

carved out of the exact same tree

blossomed a little differently

time shall indeed be non-linear

I feel like we already kissed

our hands already have met

and these happened my cold ancient soldier

Once I loved you

& once you loved me too

& your gentle blooming touch

already carved in my skin

yes blondie

we have met

I don't remember who was I

you were a soldier

my pain from that time

displaced that fate with hate

your heart was gentle

& blue

in the depths of stillness

you've never lost the light in you

And back then

Your eyes were blue

your shadow white as the bodies you washed

down cold ice crew

these words are already written

I see them inside me

& my dear

we met at the time of the war

you were a scared little boy

I was a nurse

you've received a warm bullet

it cost you some of that boiling raged blood

I was not afraid to touch you back then

& I too

was blonde

And again I wrote

I never sent those letters to you

you'd never like me to do

so I hid them between my collar bones

just like you asked me to

so that you could read them

whenever we both were

feeling blue

so much time has passed since then

my dear you were más joven

I was a delicate frost

you've had your way of expression

at times null & none

some part of you knew I felt them all

all through you

And my dear

I saw you.

I always do.

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