Fearing the Tremendous Lie
- Ceyda Güzelsevdi
- Aug 14, 2021
- 2 min read
Here is the fall
the answer we all been longing for
searching deep
far and wide
the answer is quite simple
and in the end
experience tells me it was inscribed in our veins
we were impatient
wanted "too" and wanted "much"
the spring my dear
rise
the winter
and the pretty answer unshines
how apparent you say
it all could be
build on one fact of anticipation
operating on making us
asking more
more becoming the constant
the constant turning to a rhythm
an algorithm
introducing the word "insane"
the alphabet has been crowded anyway
but no my dear
with this revolution
"nothing will stay the same"
it will all be sucked down
like the ones before
the change is real
and in the end nothing will ever change
change is un-constant
and un-real
change is the foolish system we build our lives upon
change my dear
is not as we understand
building foolproof lives
on the lies we die
one by one
turn to our ashes
before realising the fore-essence
then forensics takes it over
examines it and measures
does some calculations
tells those left
the reason you died
life killed you dear
you want the truth
life is there to kill you
just enough to make you anticipate
would be a way to victimize
a perfect way to terrorize
something better on the way
oh my dear pay
pay
just not to go insane
you will take nothing with you
so pay now
pay with your life
pay with your fight
pay with all the ones you ever loved
this life my dear
it's payment
you pay until the last breath of your supersititious life
ones that make you
they pay you
because they owe you
into the system they've been paid
now that you're born the debts are taken care of
shine my dear it says
shine as the brightest dark
they will tell you
it will be different
the unique frightened light
unknown and un-terrified
the system rise
makes the bridge crystallise
they go and you stay
feeling for the first time
the paid reality of life
you pay for your life
with your life
you take nothing
and yes
it's all for nay
perfecting those swords your entire life
breathing and making things work
finding a way to survive
just to learn how to die once more
the life does not teach
we are eager to learn
we are hungry for meaning
the semantic insanity is the sum we've been looking for
the entire summary of humanity
hollistic shadows meanwhile
searching that light
and making promises that you'll too
get one
as long as you pay
and in the end
you swear the oath
to make them pay
because lies my dear
they cost no pay
and in the end my dear
life is all about pay
but the life here
is not the one we live
instead left to live
just like we try each day
and dare to survive
fearing the tremendous lie
The struggle to balance what could be with what is and what you wish was... The rollercoaster of breath and tears...