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Fearing the Tremendous Lie

  • Writer: Ceyda Güzelsevdi
    Ceyda Güzelsevdi
  • Aug 14, 2021
  • 2 min read



Here is the fall

the answer we all been longing for

searching deep

far and wide

the answer is quite simple

and in the end

experience tells me it was inscribed in our veins

we were impatient

wanted "too" and wanted "much"

the spring my dear

rise

the winter

and the pretty answer unshines

how apparent you say

it all could be

build on one fact of anticipation

operating on making us

asking more

more becoming the constant

the constant turning to a rhythm

an algorithm

introducing the word "insane"

the alphabet has been crowded anyway

but no my dear

with this revolution

"nothing will stay the same"

it will all be sucked down

like the ones before

the change is real

and in the end nothing will ever change

change is un-constant

and un-real

change is the foolish system we build our lives upon

change my dear

is not as we understand

building foolproof lives

on the lies we die

one by one

turn to our ashes

before realising the fore-essence

then forensics takes it over

examines it and measures

does some calculations

tells those left

the reason you died

life killed you dear

you want the truth

life is there to kill you

just enough to make you anticipate

would be a way to victimize

a perfect way to terrorize

something better on the way

oh my dear pay

pay

just not to go insane

you will take nothing with you

so pay now

pay with your life

pay with your fight

pay with all the ones you ever loved

this life my dear

it's payment

you pay until the last breath of your supersititious life

ones that make you

they pay you

because they owe you

into the system they've been paid

now that you're born the debts are taken care of

shine my dear it says

shine as the brightest dark

they will tell you

it will be different

the unique frightened light

unknown and un-terrified

the system rise

makes the bridge crystallise

they go and you stay

feeling for the first time

the paid reality of life

you pay for your life

with your life

you take nothing

and yes

it's all for nay

perfecting those swords your entire life

breathing and making things work

finding a way to survive

just to learn how to die once more

the life does not teach

we are eager to learn

we are hungry for meaning

the semantic insanity is the sum we've been looking for

the entire summary of humanity

hollistic shadows meanwhile

searching that light

and making promises that you'll too

get one

as long as you pay

and in the end

you swear the oath

to make them pay

because lies my dear

they cost no pay

and in the end my dear

life is all about pay

but the life here

is not the one we live

instead left to live

just like we try each day

and dare to survive


fearing the tremendous lie

 
 
 

1 Comment


Iain Merchant
Iain Merchant
Aug 14, 2021

The struggle to balance what could be with what is and what you wish was... The rollercoaster of breath and tears...

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