Divi(di)ng Pride.
- Ceyda Güzelsevdi
- Nov 28, 2020
- 1 min read
Scared of diving down
In the known way
Precautious
Universe
Cosmology
And all the things to be unbounded
In the unpercefied persistence of existence
Wonders awaiting in the un-dull library of life
Still so pretentious to look it all up
Justification
The thing that'll never get
An imaginary place
That you are scared to go through
Meanwhile wishing
Wishing that if only
If only your causes of victimisy
Could have been
Slightly different
Sensing the ways
Marked by conquestial lines
Un-protesting the bigger lies
Bedazzling
The wanted it more
not anywhere near of you were zonetized
Prayers of a meaningful silence
Left
or never unfound
Some of the lines
They are indeed the difference
Fierce ethereality of life
An unreachable face & some desire of more
that
that might help you get through
until you normalize the tides
Magnified & purified
still choose to stay impercivide
Vicious silent cries the soul whys
The mind wanders
Still the face
in return for more
Woke up in this violent cloud
No no
Never ever to be satisfied
Quarantined in many many shadows of light
Unplayed notes
Brought in sight
Mind
Rightuarified
Happy to stay signified
Dashing desires to grove
Reaping just to never sow
Breaking just to never own
Luring just to rushingly earn
Epistemology anxiously in yearn
Still
And still
And still.
Afraid of
Diving pride.
Deep, heartfelt and astute