confusession.

C-can I just sit here

me/y

my unfocused hyperfocus

can i just stand here an observe

i can't get back on the rollercoaster

the reality from afar looks too contrasted

child i'll need a rest here

some things

they leave me too tired

i look at it

rps

probably another episode of my hypermania

dark energy must be expanding the mind

intensities

loads of them prior

have deceived

now this is the worst moment to reflectabout

but i

so many years have passed

not a second you realise how much the years keep to themselves

lineared

can i just sit here & understand this once

am i that hypersomething freud-likes kept boggly boogying

can i just stay here

take one silent

too fast we got here

forgot my luggage on the train

or was it the plane

it's been ages i can't remember

i feel in between & a piaget-like imbalance

"spoiled selfish little child"

the song told me

when did those years pass

when was i poisoned with the medicinaltime

can i just sit here

let my rests wrinkle

my hair has gone winter

& i foreseeing meditime

past & afore bedtime I wanderabout

how the densities

i thought they'd stay forever

when they

came by

took a tour

a detour

left a passage inside a glassy shiny piece

ages have been now

the little child as awakester

but the days go by

"my bestowed one"

the song say

goosebumps on my skin

worst timing to catch up with the old

may i just get a piece of chocolate

maybe i'll win the golden ticket

these complexities are not of good kind

tastes & all my senses intertwined

grounded in the old love by the painting beside me

try all you will

won't be whole

can i just take a deep one here

weirdness in my throat

as if I've swallowed all the cosmo dust

hard to believe it's just star stuff

un-struck

the melody goes by

putting names to my confusession